Cocoa Poppy Glimmer Strips:

Fireworks:

Amber Fizz: 

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By the by, if you like the internet the way it is, click the STOP CENSORSHIP banner in the upper right corner and find out more. I kind of see what the lawmakers are trying to do here, but…

When people start talking politics, my brain goes somewhere else. I keep my mouth shut because I wouldn’t know what to say. I will say that if it wasn’t for all the politics, politics wouldn’t be so complicated. It all sounds like a bunch of fiddle-diddle BS that rarely ever amounts to anything in the end, or so it seems… I’m halfway afraid to vote on anything, thanks to the sneaky, unrelated “other purposes” that you might find if you’re willing to dig through the language.

I’ve always had the opinion that the crooks in DC are going to do what they do no matter how much we vote, rant, riot and jam up our senators’ phone machines. If I could find a way to believe that taking a stand truly made a difference to anyone but the one taking it, and if I didn’t care so much about my own self-preservation, I’d probably have a lot more to say in general. But whatever. I guess now that the threat of being suddenly jerked out of the endless maze of Youtube is inching ever closer to becoming a reality, a few good twentysomethings have looked up from their teeny tiny screens, uncrossed their eyes and – GASP – dialed a phone number! They said, “Uh, like, we like the internet and stuff!!!” A big Thanks is due to Google and Wikipedia (and the countless other websites who wore black yesterday) for getting some valuable attention on this issue.

Read more about it here, where they go into a bit more detail about how it may affect YOU:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stop_Online_Piracy_Act

and here:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/PROTECT_IP_Act

If you’re interested in doing any boycotting, here is a list of corporations/organizations who support SOPA and PIPA. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_organizations_with_official_stances_on_the_Stop_Online_Piracy_Act

Thanks for reading, enjoy the beads!

It must be pretty obvious to most of you what a state I’ve been in because several of you have asked me if I’m okay. Thank you again for your concern. To those who have been idly curious but haven’t asked, please allow me to extend my apologies once more for my lack of luster these days. I haven’t been cryptic with you guys here to garner attention and sympathy, but I’m just not at liberty to discuss anything in depth. I’ve agonized over what to say, but honestly, to elaborate would just be gossip and that’s when things get nasty real quick-like. No thanks. I already feel like a big fluffy target for emotionally stunted people who can’t get a grip, so why invite more trouble? And it’s true, I can deflect just about anything that throws itself at me. I deal with my problems head on, and I avoid situations from which problems will surely arise. But the problems of the people I care deeply about are going to affect me. There’s no getting around that.

So, let me sum it up as succinctly and as vaguely as I can and still make sense. Having someone sane to count on can save a person from certain madness, and I’m happy to be that someone when I’m called upon. Sometimes your problems and their solutions are apparent to everyone but you, so give me a jingle if you’re willing to hear the truth as I see it. Let’s get right to the bottom of things, organize the details and find a way out, okay? This is time well spent with anyone who wants to make a positive difference in their life and is willing to work at it from all the angles. But when someone is determined to self-destruct, that’s that. I could rescue them from the edge of a cliff today, but I’ll find them hanging by their pants on the same sorry twig tomorrow. So hang tight, stranger. Life is too short to get dizzy over people who add nothing positive to their own existence, or mine.

Maybe nothing I just said makes sense without the context, but considering what little as I’ve allowed here, I feel remarkably better.

The good news is, everything can be worked out and gotten over, I suppose… I’ve just been served too many harsh realities to digest all at once. (Although I’m not sure if they would have been any more palatable rationed out over time.) At the moment, things have settled down a bit. They could get hairy again, I don’t know. I can’t worry about what might happen until it happens or I’ll go off my nut. I plan to enjoy what I can, and simply avoid whatever/whoever makes the veins in my neck bulge out. Besides a few bitterly cold nights, the weather has been fabulous, and I’ve gotten so much work done. Work is a bright spot in my day and I do it as often as I’m able. I plan to try some new things in between the very welcome stack of orders in my queue. My 12 year wedding anniversary is coming up - a marriage that has withstood the mess we’ve been slogging through lately is something to be cherished and celebrated.

In other news, I completed my 2011 Gallery yesterday. If it seems a bit bare, it sort of is – I’m reserving the metal stuff, such as pendants and rings, for a dedicated gallery that’s still in the planning stage.

Knowing you’re there and that you care keeps me moving forward. Thanks for reading and bearing with me through these unsteady times.

Click HERE to visit my shop, or the thumbnails below for each item.

Jaded Sage Glitter Pashmina:

Rainbow Sherbet:

Okay, then… I hope you guys like these! I’m off to find something sweet to chew on and muster up the warmth to get to work this evening… although, it’s going to be awfully cold, too cold even for my legwarmers, so maybe I just won’t.

Thanks for stopping in!

we'll be on Etsy in just a bit...

In other news, I finally, FINALLY got my hands on a Pepe disk cutter. I’ve been jonesing for one for quite a while now. If you’re in the know (ie, have been looking to buy one yourself), you are aware that the large and combo Pepe disk cutter sets have been widely unavailable for months now. I even heard a rumor of a 1/2″ – 1″ set going for nearly $200 on ebay at auction end. If that was actually true, and they were willing to pay that much, why not just spring for one of those blingeriffic Swanstrom monsters? Anyway. The week before Christmas, I was minutes away from giving up and ordering a Eurotool version and had a strong hunch that I ought to call Pepe directly to check in on things first. The lady on the phone was rather vague, perhaps she feared I was about to storm in and demand a disk cutter (this was a local call, only fifteen minutes away, aren’t you jealous?) but she did finally admit they had sent some out to the various distributors the week prior. I asked if they had shipped to Gesswein or Contenti, and she said yes. YES! So, my next call was to Contenti, and the lady had to check before confirming it, but yes, they were expecting a restock of all the Pepe disk cutters. She assured me there would be PLENTY. Wowee! So I stalked the disk cutter page and when ADD came up next to the item number, I was on it like fuzz on mice.

pepe cutter (photo lifted from contenti.com)

So I gave the 1 inch cutter a try, assuming that would be the most difficult, and I’m beyond impressed. I lubed up the punch with beeswax and smacked it twice with a 2lb brass hammer and that disk came out clean and crisp. When I first started buying metalsmithing tools, I got the Harbor Freight disk cutter, and I actually returned it. Something has to be pretty awful for me to return it. (The wonderful wool argyle men’s sweater from the Gap comes to mind – I still long for that sweater a year later, but the itchy red rash sort of cancelled out how good I looked in it.) I consider most of my purchases very carefully and have this idea that once an item comes into my life under those circumstances, it’s mine forever. It had a nice case and everything, but it simply didn’t cut, not even 24GA copper sheet. And yes, I was sure I was using the right end, derp.

So, hey, I mentioned a shipment of a buttload of new colors a while back. Some are fabulous, some are okay, and a few have me scratching my head. Nobody is paying me, so my opinions are either worth a lot or absolutely nothing, depending on how you look at it. At least you’ll know I’m being honest. Here are the most noteworthy:

Effetre Butternut 414: Meh. It’s like a streaky ocher, and not streaky in a good way.

Effetre Pistachio 415: This one isn’t too bad, it sort of reminds me of Vetrofond Ocher/Wasabi, just more smooth and less streaky.

Effetre Bonnie Blue 739: Um… so, if you want to pay an outrageously inflated price for 224 Sky Blue that’s a little on the streaky side, Bonnie Blue has that in the bag. Perhaps someone will discover a desirable working property, maybe a cool reaction with another color or silver leaf, but it isn’t going to be me.

Effetre Streaky Denim 687: This is an interesting color. Yes, it is streaky, but not in a Pea 212 or Nile Green 214 sort of way, where the flux gathers in the crevices of your wind-ons and just laugs at you. It’s like navy blue mixed with pink, basically. It won’t likely become one of my must have colors because it’s just a bit too subtle for my tastes, but I don’t regret buying it.

Effetre Earth 688: I think this color might appeal to those who enjoy streaks and curdles. And it streaks and curdles even more than Dark Ivory, and you don’t have to do anything special for that to happen. This isn’t really my thing, so, you can have at my share.

Effetre Striped Pink 253: 253 is right before 254, with 254 being Evil Purple. Evil purple earned that name by being a most beautiful, intense pinkish purple and devitrifying (turning chalky) out of control. The most recent batch(es) of Evil Purple 254 have been considerably more purple than in the past. Striped Pink 253 is a bit more like the OLD 254. It does have what I guess is a core of clear, so it may not be the best option for dots, but as a simple bead, it is a dead ringer for the old 254, perhaps slightly more on the pinkish side. I will admit that I am by no means an Evil Purple Aficionado, and I’m quite certain there are some applications where 253 won’t quite cut it for a 254 expert. But it may come in handy if you get desperate…

Vetrofond Slate Blue 268: This was supposed to be a blue-grey glass, but what I got seemed an awful lot like the 969 Pearl Grey Odd, which is also supposed to be sort of blue-grey and just ends up being grey. This new batch was nothing like the Slate Blue I gave away so many years ago. I’m inclined to regret giving it away, but I just don’t.

Reichenbach Purple Rose RL-2202 (104 COE):  You read it right. A purple rose in 104 COE. I was just as surprised as you probably are, and was even more surprised that OCR actually had it in stock – perhaps not having a photo of it on their website was to blame for that anomaly. I said to the guy on the phone “wow, I’m amazed that the bead ladies haven’t glommed that up yet… but, I AM one of those bead ladies, so…” And I have to say that hands down, this is the best 104 purple that’s ever crossed my bench. It LOOKS a lot like the Zimmermann Purple Rose (Z99), both in rod form and in stringer decoration (save for a slightly more translucent quality when molten), but it behaves differently in the flame. It doesn’t boil, but being a Reichenbach color, it’s stiff enough to handle in stringer form. It is a very intense royal purple that, as I mentioned, has a translucency, but some time both in and out of the flame helps it form a lighter but still very intense opaque “skin”. I do believe this is caused by a certain amount of devitrification, but this appears to be a “helpful” devitrification that doesn’t spread onto the surfaces around it. See the bottom strand in the above photo for a glimpse of this most excellent purple!

And once again, I’m telling myself “You do not need more glass.” Really, truly.

Okay, enough blah-blah – gotta get those Etsy listings done! I’ll be back in just a bit.

Click HERE to visit my shop. Click the thumbnails below for each item.

Button Jar:

 Egyptian Mint:

Twilight Peach Raindrops:

Red Violet Red Shimmer Spikes:

In other news, I’m a week and a half behind on my soaps, so auto-tuned Christmas carolers and that abhorrent Toys R Us lady still linger on in my life. I’m purposely NOT using Google to find out who the Toys R Us lady is, because it’s better that I don’t know. I’m already in a bad mood with the TV because the date of the last episode of One Life To Live grows nearer each day – I think I remember it being January 13th – and the next day, Tim Gunn (ugh) and Ty Pennington (major barf) will be in that time slot.

The online versions of All My Children and One Life To Live aren’t happening, apparently. Some folks conjectured that it was a ploy by ABC to mollify angry soap fans long enough for them to come to grips with the end of an era. I wouldn’t put it past them. I’m trying not to let it bum me out too much. It’s times like these when I’m most thankful for my sanity and a well stocked arsenal of productive coping skills. I wouldn’t want to be the lady who defenestrates herself over a TV show going off the air. (Don’t know what defenestrate means? Google it. I promise, it isn’t as bad as it sounds.)

So, back to life – lots of orders in front of me this month! And the first week of February is reserved for metal orders, and I’m really looking forward to that. I’m currently working on a post about some new glass colors I received recently, so be looking for that, too… Thanks for checking in!

I will say that I’ve always enjoyed the Christmas lights, but even that has become something I’m not as fond of. It’s the LED revolution. Don’t get me wrong, I like LED lights, but the color variety just isn’t there. No orange? No cobalt? Not that I’ve seen. And they make me a little dizzy. I think I mentioned this last year, that I was constantly finding myself in a whirr of vertigo everytime I drove by anything decorated with LED light strands… but still miffed about not being able to find a strand of solid blue or purple LED lights of my very own. I got started early this year and found a fabulous strand of fuschia-purple LED round bulbs at Target… in OCTOBER. Ha! For once, I outfoxed the fiendish shoppers!

Why some musicians are compelled to waste their valuable resources and RECORD themselves singing Christmas songs is beyond my scope. What was Bob Dylan thinking with that Christmas album? (I’m thinking it was a joke, but last time I checked, the jury was still out on that one.) Even though it was a live show, someone saw fit to record Bruce Springsteen singing “Santa Claus Is Coming To Town”, and the local radio stations think they’re not playing it often enough. Rather than inspiring me to sieze the season, Christmas music makes me want to drink egg nog and rum until I pass out.

This is not a time to one-up the other gift givers in your family, or to make up for all the crap you’ve dished out this year with fancy electronics doomed for obsolescence the very next day. We all have to remember what Christmas is about – God and Jesus. Since I don’t subscribe to any of that, it’s difficult for me to get on board. (But I’m all the way on board with ham and pie, make no mistake.) I think that for everyone, whatever they believe, these times are meant to be peaceful and happy, not the time to obliterate all Walmart shoppers standing between yourself and the cheap bath towels. What if I unexpectedly run out of toilet paper? I’d rather use napkins than go out in that.

By the by, in case you’ve ever wondered – it’s the reason I don’t make Christmas themed beads (or any other holiday themed beads, for that matter.) This isn’t a judgment against anyone who does, but I can’t comfortably profit from something I’m not in on. Like St. Patrick’s Day – I don’t even know what that’s about, nor do I care. As far as I’m concerned, it’s about wearing green and getting drunk. Whoop-te-do. I’ll stay home and stay alive, thanks, and probably make something orange. (I’m definitely in on orange.) Same with New Year’s Eve. I don’t usually go out on New Year’s Eve, and I never bother with New Year’s resolutions. I decide I’m going to start or stop doing something whenever it’s time, and instead of making grand announcements to the entire world, I keep it to myself and I just work on it. That way, if I don’t stick to it, I won’t have embarrassed myself or annoyed everyone around me for nothing.

nelson

Anyway. I’m not about to spiral down into a deep depression or anything… it’s just all this dull, depressing crap I have going, combined with the Hellidays, and I guess I’ve been a bit distracted. One thing I can do is work, and I’ve been taking full advantage of a VERY mild December. The last two Decembers were awful. This December, we’ve had a day or two with highs in the mid 30′s, but mostly, 40′s and 50′s – even a few days of 60+ degrees. I invested in a pair of legwarmers and they’ve been one of the best eight dollars I’ve ever spent.

Nelson has taken to hanging out with me in the bead cave while I work, even if it’s cold in there. I guess that means he likes me, although sometimes, it’s hard to tell. He doesn’t purr much, he’s not too keen on being picked up, and he HATES being held like a baby. Fred complains about the baby hold but purrs the entire time, but I have to be standing up. Absolutely NO sitting and holding Fred like a baby. Mo can’t get enough of it, sitting or standing, and she quacks and rumbles all glassy-eyed. One of Nelson’s favorite things is snuggling at night. That’s about the only time he purrs, and he purrs BIG. He loves to get under the blankets with us and will spoon whoever is warmest until he gets too warm, then he will get out and take his spoon place on top of the blankets. Fred is jealous, of course. We had both of them under there one night, and it wasn’t too long until we heard Fred’s One Fang Hiss beneath the quilt. I’m just hoping Nelson grows up into a more affectionate cat. He does lick us, but I far prefer nudges and purring to saliva. But with a cat, you’ll take whatever you can get, right? I remember Fred being pretty obnoxious, and he grew up to be a most wonderful cat, so there’s hope for Nelson. I think I might try to find a good cat whispering/training book. (Training cats, HA, how’s that for a lofty goal? Maybe cat persuasion is a bit more realistic.)

Thanks for checking in. Obviously, there is no Etsy this week, and definitely not this weekend. I’m going to see what I can do, but you can certainly plan on seeing new Etsy listings in the new year. And hopefully I can find the time to update the horribly neglected 2011 gallery on my website. It’s all just been too much these last couple of months, but things are sorting themselves out, I guess. And metalsmithing is on the list of things to do over the next couple of months… Thanks again for bearing with me! Love you guys!

When things get rough, I retreat to a quiet place and clam up. Particularly about serious matters that aren’t mine to discuss, now matter how much they’re affecting me. There’s not a whole lot I can do about any of it, but be grateful for any little sparkle that graces me with its presence. For instance, I finally got my new eyeglass prescription (and new frames to go with) last Friday, and what a relief. I no longer feel like I have needles in my eye, and time spent at the computer is much more comfortable.

boro november 2011 - see us on Etsy at some point in the not too distant future

I’ve been working extra hard on boro beads and now, orders. The pile of orders in my queue has been a very welcome distraction, indeed. And it’s been nice not to worry about blizzards, and it hasn’t been too terribly cold, either. Not yet, anyway. My sweetie is always a bright spot in my day, and my fire and my pre-recorded shows (One Life To Live, Days Of Our Lives and Law & Order: Criminal Intent) help keep me sane. Mmm, Detective Bobby Goren. But Mr. Sarah shouldn’t worry – damaged geniuses, both on TV and not on TV, are best admired from afar.

image found at seriesandtv.com

Thanks for checking in… no Etsy this week as I catch up on orders, but probably next week. Maybe some day I’ll be allowed to tell you what’s happening, but for now, let’s all just enjoy the beads.

In all the confusion that is my life these days, I completely forgot to mention my Beading Times Interview! See here.

I’ve been absolutely immersed in my latest boro binge and I’ve been a bit neglectful of email and blogging. Compared to the last binge this past March, I’ve been very productive and excited about what I’ve come up with. I just wasn’t feeling it last time, I guess. Anyway, you’ll see the results on Etsy at some point, but it will be a little while yet.

Thanks for stopping in!

Anyway, what will I do? I’m thinking my best approach would be to throw everything on Etsy this month and forget the Superstars. Apologies to those who prefer Superstars, but apparently, I can’t get my act together long enough to plan my schedule around a speck of dirt, let alone any major holidays.

So. Here’s some good stuff – click HERE to visit my Etsy shop, or the thumbnails below for each item.

Hey, wow, these look pretty good! Lots of green stuff tonight. Hm.

Okay, so I’d better leave on outta here – the cupboards are bare and I guess I need to get me to the grocery. Thanks for checking in!